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ISON

by Sevdaliza

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1.
Shahmaran 05:04
i'd weigh a million pounds if you were gravity i'd take a billion pills if it gave me sanity time has passed me by shred my grief with vice for granted taken eyes we appeared underneath the light the flaws that perfect us and all the affections as they infect us love couldn't help us where would i go oh, you crawl underneath me i’d die a million deaths you'd resurrect me i’d fall a billion times you wouldn't let me the flaws that perfect us all the affections as they infect us love couldn't help us where could i go oh, you crawl underneath me
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Libertine 03:48
libertine, if you fall i come for you god is whatever you feel whatever you feel libertine, if you fall I come for you god is whatever you feel whatever you feel i come runnin’ i come runnin’ i come runnin’ i come runnin’
3.
it’s true in this life i’ve never been the one in your eyes i've never been the truth all you saw was a broken mirror and they told me to care when trying to fix you heart it’s unfair i’m trying to fix myself not care too much about you he never really wanted me to be his wife i was nothing more than a trophy it was incredibly suffocating i’d find myself wanting him rather dead then alive
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Hubris 04:05
oh my man i hope your heart won’t pretend you ain’t that hard and oh, i don’t love you anymore i never did oh my man i hoped your heart won’t pretend you ain’t that far and oh, i don’t love you anymore you and me we failed to seize you and i we failed to fly the autopsy report read the insides were beautiful we’re inside, it’s beautiful
5.
there’s a woman she fails him every time she can’t come down she lives to be declined there’s a woman she’s every fantasy and no reality in one there’s some gravity pulling her essence down there’s a remedy for them motherfuckers around there’s a woman she’s every fantasy and no reality in one it brings me back to life how i can suffer without the pain can we struggle without the shame it brings me back to life how i can suffer without the pain can we struggle without the shame i wish i could cry i wish i could die i wish i could cry for him
6.
Hero 03:59
hard faced gentle soldier meant for depression is a virus that could undermine us heroes never cry headaches blend all work hard spend all character assassination an inverted phase the enemy is us hero i could never make you love me hero i could never make you love me clear the way not the mind teach the walk not the find hopelessness it causes targeted rejection of ourselves forces of the masses we want for ourselves what we don’t want for our children hero i could never make you love me hero i could never make you love me
7.
Scarlette 03:24
start it over a new life on sane ground can we mold love reframe the truth make the world tell what you think you are poser nobody wanted your scars “When I Reside” Written by Sevdaliza Composition: Sevdaliza, Reynard Bargmann Production: Mucky, Sevdaliza Arrangement: Mucky, Sevdaliza Strings: Mihai Puscoiu Recorded at SLM Studio’s by Mihai Puscoiu Mixed and Mastered by Mucky at Soundkings my house is black filled with watered roses in darkness i reside where thoughts can’t cope to mark their growth neither time can frame the phenomenon of purpose neither i can frame the blessings nor the burdens time, let us be let our thorns have their way the brighter the light becomes i hope it will unveil it was all worth my pain
8.
Bluecid 04:29
man with a cigarette i’d always look around for his fitting threat i’m torn between obsession and hate for the mess that he made me make man with a cigarette i’d always wonder if we'd ever benefit i’m torn between the mess that you made for the mess that you made me make and i could only have you in my dreams so it seems
9.
Lovesway 06:54
lord, grace me with continuous power i do not fight the war against the common breed is nothing more than salved insecurity think with your heart and feel for yourself think about intention when we invented them close your eyes do you see what I see close your eyes the war in you is the war in me lord, grace me with continuous power
10.
Human 03:12
i am i have i breathe in and out i own a heart an ear and an eye i’ve only been here one time it’s passing me by been in and out and in front of my judgmental eyes my precious disguise business in cold can’t cope with my own how to not fail i am flesh, bones i am skin, soul i am human nothing more than human i am sweat, flaws i am veins, scars i am human nothing more than human
11.
i thought i'd silenced you but here you are again welcoming my anxiety i've wanted to throw you out but since you’re the gate i’ll remain the prison i thought i'd heal from you or you’d escape from me maybe i’m too scared to forget you i just can’t remember how it feels like to function without absorbed in total free fall it’s a waste of time it’s not that serious and then when guilt consumes you in your yoga class and your teacher convinces you, you have to come back more often to solve these issues right i look around to realize i am the problem am i put into this world solely to embody it?
12.
‘vanity is definitely my favorite sin’ without translation would i be limited in aim the art of failing is the interpretation of what i meant to say what i meant what i meant what i meant to say what is it that you want to hear my love? and how you want to hear it? is this all that you want to see my love? and how you could allow to feel it? what i meant what i meant what i meant what is it that you want to hear my love? and how you want to hear it? is this all that you want to see my love? or how you could allow to feel it
13.
Replaceable 03:54
my darling you love him clocks ticking don’t waist your time it would be selfish to leave him but you are destined don’t waist your time they come they go so replaceable as long as your own river flows their highs their lows as distraction folds as long as your own river flows don’t waist your time as long as your own river flows our skin in time would tell can i hold on to our genes in my life i could not fail when i run out will you leave don’t waist your time
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Grace 03:56
lord, grace me with continuous power i do not fight the war against the common breed is nothing more than salved insecurity think with your heart and feel for yourself think about intention when we invented them close your eyes do you see what I see close your eyes the war in you is the war in me lord, grace me with continuous power
15.
my house is black filled with watered roses in darkness i reside where thoughts can’t cope to mark their growth neither time can frame the phenomenon of purpose neither i can frame the blessings nor the burdens time, let us be let our thorns have their way the brighter the light becomes i hope it will unveil it was all worth my pain
16.
Angel 07:02
it shouldn’t hurt this much to be your angel
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released April 26, 2017

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