i thought i'd silenced you
but here you are again
welcoming my anxiety
i've wanted to throw you out
but since you’re the gate
i’ll remain the prison
i thought i'd heal from you
or you’d escape from me
maybe i’m too scared
to forget you
i just can’t remember how it feels like
to function without
absorbed in total free fall
it’s a waste of time
it’s not that serious
and then
when guilt consumes you in your yoga class
and your teacher convinces you,
you have to come back
more often to solve these issues
right
i look around to realize
i am the problem
am i put into this world solely to embody it?
credits
from ISON,
released April 26, 2017
Written by Sevdaliza
Composition: Sevdaliza
Production: Mucky, Sevdaliza
Arrangement: Sevdaliza
Drum Programming: Mucky
Recorded, Mixed and Mastered by Mucky and Sevdaliza at Soundkings
An earthy yet somewhat chilly record about life, death, and reconnection, the latest from LOMA experiments with a turn towards the gloomy. Bandcamp New & Notable Apr 16, 2024