1. |
Shahmaran
05:04
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i'd weigh a million pounds
if you were gravity
i'd take a billion pills
if it gave me sanity
time has passed me by
shred my grief with vice
for granted taken eyes
we appeared underneath the light
the flaws that perfect us
and all the affections
as they infect us
love couldn't help us
where would i go
oh, you crawl
underneath me
i’d die a million deaths
you'd resurrect me
i’d fall a billion times
you wouldn't let me
the flaws that perfect us
all the affections
as they infect us
love couldn't help us
where could i go
oh, you crawl
underneath me
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2. |
Libertine
03:48
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libertine, if you fall
i come for you
god is whatever you feel
whatever you feel
libertine, if you fall
I come for you
god is whatever you feel
whatever you feel
i come runnin’
i come runnin’
i come runnin’
i come runnin’
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3. |
Marylin Monroe
03:28
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it’s true
in this life
i’ve never been the one
in your eyes
i've never been the truth
all you saw
was a broken mirror
and they told
me to care
when trying to fix you heart
it’s unfair
i’m trying to fix myself
not care too much about you
he never really wanted me to be his wife
i was nothing more than a trophy
it was incredibly suffocating
i’d find myself wanting him
rather dead
then alive
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4. |
Hubris
04:05
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oh my man
i hope your heart
won’t pretend
you ain’t that hard
and oh,
i don’t love you
anymore
i never did
oh my man
i hoped your heart
won’t pretend
you ain’t that far
and oh,
i don’t love you anymore
you and me
we failed
to seize
you and i
we failed
to fly
the autopsy report read
the insides were beautiful
we’re inside, it’s beautiful
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5. |
Amandine Insensible
04:14
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there’s a woman
she fails him every time
she can’t come down
she lives to be declined
there’s a woman
she’s every fantasy
and no reality
in one
there’s some gravity
pulling her essence down
there’s a remedy
for them motherfuckers around
there’s a woman
she’s every fantasy
and no reality
in one
it brings me back to life
how i can suffer without the pain
can we struggle without the shame
it brings me back to life
how i can suffer without the pain
can we struggle without the shame
i wish i could cry
i wish i could die
i wish i could cry for him
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6. |
Hero
03:59
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hard faced
gentle
soldier
meant for
depression is a virus
that could undermine us
heroes never cry
headaches
blend all
work hard spend all
character assassination
an inverted phase
the enemy is us
hero
i could never make you love me
hero
i could never make you love me
clear the way
not the mind
teach the walk
not the find
hopelessness it causes
targeted rejection
of ourselves
forces
of the masses
we want for ourselves
what we don’t want
for our children
hero
i could never make you love me
hero
i could never make you love me
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7. |
Scarlette
03:24
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start it over
a new life on sane ground
can we mold love
reframe the truth
make the world tell
what you think you are
poser
nobody wanted your scars
“When I Reside”
Written by Sevdaliza
Composition: Sevdaliza, Reynard Bargmann
Production: Mucky, Sevdaliza
Arrangement: Mucky, Sevdaliza
Strings: Mihai Puscoiu
Recorded at SLM Studio’s by Mihai Puscoiu
Mixed and Mastered by Mucky at Soundkings
my house is black
filled with watered roses
in darkness i reside
where thoughts can’t cope to mark their growth
neither time can frame
the phenomenon of purpose
neither i can frame
the blessings nor the burdens
time, let us be
let our thorns have their way
the brighter the light becomes
i hope it will unveil
it was all worth
my pain
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8. |
Bluecid
04:29
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man with a cigarette
i’d always look around for his fitting threat
i’m torn between obsession and hate
for the mess that he made
me make
man with a cigarette
i’d always wonder if we'd ever benefit
i’m torn between the mess that you made
for the mess that you made me make
and i
could only have you in my dreams
so it seems
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9. |
Lovesway
06:54
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lord, grace me
with continuous power
i do not fight
the war against
the common breed
is nothing more
than salved insecurity
think with your heart
and feel for yourself
think about intention
when we invented them
close your eyes
do you see what I see
close your eyes
the war in you
is the war in me
lord, grace me
with continuous power
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10. |
Human
03:12
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i am
i have
i breathe
in and out
i own a heart
an ear
and an eye
i’ve only been here
one time
it’s passing me by
been in and out
and in front of my judgmental eyes
my precious disguise
business in cold
can’t cope with my own
how to not fail
i am flesh, bones
i am skin, soul
i am human
nothing more than human
i am sweat, flaws
i am veins, scars
i am human
nothing more than human
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11. |
Do You Feel Real
02:29
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i thought i'd silenced you
but here you are again
welcoming my anxiety
i've wanted to throw you out
but since you’re the gate
i’ll remain the prison
i thought i'd heal from you
or you’d escape from me
maybe i’m too scared
to forget you
i just can’t remember how it feels like
to function without
absorbed in total free fall
it’s a waste of time
it’s not that serious
and then
when guilt consumes you in your yoga class
and your teacher convinces you,
you have to come back
more often to solve these issues
right
i look around to realize
i am the problem
am i put into this world solely to embody it?
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12. |
The Language Of Limbo
03:47
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‘vanity is definitely my favorite sin’
without translation
would i be limited in aim
the art of failing
is the interpretation of
what i meant to say
what i meant
what i meant
what i meant
to say
what is it that you want to hear my love?
and how you want to hear it?
is this all that you want to see my love?
and how you could allow to feel it?
what i meant
what i meant
what i meant
what is it that you want to hear my love?
and how you want to hear it?
is this all that you want to see my love?
or how you could allow to feel it
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13. |
Replaceable
03:54
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my darling
you love him
clocks ticking
don’t waist your time
it would be selfish
to leave him
but you are destined
don’t waist your time
they come
they go
so replaceable
as long as
your own river flows
their highs
their lows
as distraction folds
as long as your own river flows
don’t waist your time
as long as your own river flows
our skin
in time would tell
can i hold on to our genes
in my life
i could not fail
when i run out will you leave
don’t waist your time
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14. |
Grace
03:56
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lord, grace me
with continuous power
i do not fight
the war against
the common breed
is nothing more
than salved insecurity
think with your heart
and feel for yourself
think about intention
when we invented them
close your eyes
do you see what I see
close your eyes
the war in you
is the war in me
lord, grace me
with continuous power
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15. |
When I Reside
02:19
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my house is black
filled with watered roses
in darkness i reside
where thoughts can’t cope to mark their growth
neither time can frame
the phenomenon of purpose
neither i can frame
the blessings nor the burdens
time, let us be
let our thorns have their way
the brighter the light becomes
i hope it will unveil
it was all worth
my pain
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16. |
Angel
07:02
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it shouldn’t hurt this much to be your angel
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17. |
Hear My Pain Heal
03:57
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